Tuesday, January 11, 2005 @ 8:21 PM
i dunno why i'm jus having mood swings again...this time round..felt damn lonely..so lonely as if i'm out of the world..no friends..no family..not even bf....dun ask me y i've got this tot..it's jus a feeling..y am i living in this world to suffer?!i hate to say out my troubles cos there's jus no one to help me except myself..if i can't even solve it myself..wat's there to ask and seek for ppl's help and advice?!
disappointed with bf's actions..where do i truly stand in his hearT?! does he love me?! r we a couple?! is work all he cares?! guess i'm jus being demanding again...am i asking too much frm him?! i think i'm jus avoiding........till the truth comes out...and i'll jus be sAd...cry...like that...it's my lifE..........
